there's a first time for everything,
but there may not be a last time for everything.

the first time i had a valentines date,
the first time i was emo during valentines,
the first time i watched 'her' spend her date with someone else.
the first time i watched singapore coordinatedly shout pubor.
the first time i did the kallang wave.
the first time i realised im expecting too much out of life
the first time i realised im expecting too much out of my bday.
the first time i cheered pubor with matts.

well, there are some last times you never want to have.

nope. this is not an emo entry.
so dont worry.

WOULD YOU BE MY VITAMIN C?


nah. that was just random.
i just look forward to my last emo valentines
and also my EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY.
11 feb. yes pls rmb.

anyway my big plan now is to make a successful song by 11 feb!
"take all your big plans and break 'em"
but dont break mine (:

i think i might be goin small for my bday this year.
well, i'll confirm the details soon


there was no sweet beggining to start with,
so there werent be a sour aftertaste.

cheers-
3:13 PM

whoa. there's been alot of thinking and choices lately.
haa okay there's abt my cca,
since i quite mine lately.

guitar ensemble?
strategy club?

and i'm considering poly's business now
since life in jc's been so poly-ish anyways.
and i'm so far behind in syllabus!

damn. difficult choices.
haa and i have no idea where my priorities should lie now.
DAMNN.

on the bright note,
chelsea sucks now.
yay.

cheers-
11:45 PM

the three headed beast,

or is it four heads now?

Well, there's not much difference,
cause all the heads are tangled up.

beware.

it'd spit venom at you
and spologize for staining your shirt

cheers-
10:32 PM

___________________tests after tests.



assignments after assignments.



_________________________projects after projects.





THEY HAVE ME DEAD PRETTY SOON






i've really set a hard resolution to keep,
but i'll not be regretting it. (:
more's to come.
and i'd pray for a good year.

cheers-
10:00 PM

there was a time when i was so emo.
life wasnt much of a friend of mine.

stumbled across an old blog entry,
and it went like

"they say life starts at 40
but i dying at 16.
i spiraling down this vortex of desolation.
fuck life"



WHOA. i never knew i made life seem so bleak.

and another one went like

"let your handphone take a breather,
lock yourself in your room of grey.
don't let your tears drip past midnight
congrats, you're almost 15"


WHOA, dont worry though.
i really enjoyed all my birthdays .
haa. talk about emo.


anyway, my christmas wish seems impossible now.
soo, i've made a end-year resolution
and i've planned out a sorta schedule
and songs to conquer!

i'm in love with an electric gypsy, but i'm alright!

i guess some of you out there might guess what that meant


I JUST WANNA MAKE MUSIC

cheers-
2:46 AM

in case you're wondering, why sauvignon. well, cabernet sauvignon is the premier red wine grape in the world, a dominant grape in the bordeaux region of france. also, not forgettin to mention, it's an epitome of friendship for a few (: